Thursday, June 4, 2009

Coughing non-stop

It's been about 2 weeks since my last post. What have I been up to? Slacking around! Well, mainly being knocked out by three bottles of cough syrup, 3 packets of lozenges, 3 packets of fever and pain pills and two types of antibiotics prescribed by the doctors in plural. Sigh.. Seems like my body is protesting. Funnily, the last I'd been to the doc's wasn't that long ago. I still have my previous medicine, dated 16th April for runny nose, flu and cough. And then before that, February '09, December '08... Oh well... AND BLOODY HELL, I AM STILL COUGHING MY LUNGS OUT. And I am seriously kind of worried there is something wrong with my body. Hmmm... There'r just weird things going on. Sigh...

In any case, I haven't applied for any job even after looking at several webpages everyday. What should I do? Suddenly, I feel quite lost. I don't seem to be prepared for work. I don't seem to have a target. Well, that sucks. And there goes my Dad, telling me to choose carefully and think properly about what job I should take up. Lol. Keep telling me to take my time. The problem is, is there still a lot of time? And probably there aren't many choices. Why is life so pathetic? There goes my mom telling me to take up government jobs. There go my friends who mostly end up in governement jobs. Well, MOE at least. *shrug*

I think I don't understand my purpose in life yet. Sigh.. That is a little sad. Nevermind. I need to exercise. DIE YOU FLABBY ARMS, DIE YOU FAT THIGHS, DIE YOU BLUBBER-Y TUMMY.

Friday, May 15, 2009

Back from Taiwan!

Ok, so I am back from Taiwan.. Quite sad about leaving that place. LOL. I wish I was back there. Enough said. Anyway, I had a great time there, ate non-stop and played non-stop. The hotel I stayed at was really cool and I would strongly recommend it to every couple. It's so sweet! :D The TV was great too. Haha.. So many channels and even when Dearie and I went back late to the hotel, we could not resist the temptation of the TV. Heehee.. We went to the Snake Alley night market on the first night there after reaching the hotel at about 7 plus and dumping our luggage in the room. So begins our food journey. We had effing lots of stuff, we were so stuffed but we still forced ourselves to complete the night with the ice in a ice and juice shop that is supposedly famous for its juice and ice. Duhz. But we didn't regret it. The 八宝冰 was super nice. :D

On the second day, we went to the Taipei City Hall area, where we had our first fun and luck with the UFO catcher machines in the underground shopping mall, we caught a Mickey Mouse glove! So cute. Then, we went to the rest of the shopping malls in that area to window shop as the things there were really too expensive. However, everything was extremely nice and alluring. If only we had the money. LOL. The malls were impressive and super big. Kind of like a few Vivocities grouped together? Hahaha.. We did buy some goodies from the malls, that were the only things affordable. The rest were like branded clothes, shoes, etc that cost a few hundred bucks per item BUT they were really nice! We then went to Mr. J's restaurant where we had yummy food, which included escargots, salmon steak, cod roe spaghetti, cheesecake and red tea. :D At night, we were at 忠孝复兴 stretch, it was kind of like Orchard road but with lots more shops. We visited two of the huge SOGO departmental stores there and I bought my mom a mother's day gift, exfoliating cream which cost SGD 75 but they were having Mother's day promo, hence I had two tubes for the price of one!! It was really a steal. The cream was good and I was given a short and good beauty treatment. :D Eye collagen masks, moisturizing and whitening essence and exfoliation. Cool. Then walking on down the street, I bought a Mickey Mouse red bag that caught both Dearie's eyes and mine when we stepped into the store. Hearts it. We also went to the Hello Kitty restaurant to take pictures and sightsee. LOL.

西门町, 五分埔, 饶河夜市 were the three stops on the third day. Dearie and I bought a lot of clothes and stuff that day. I shall not go into details but it was another day of chiong-ing and eating. Oh, the most interesting part of this day was that we went to the Modern Toilet restaurant! LOL. So damn funny.

On the fourth day, we went up 杨明山 and had a SUPER tiring day climbing stairs and walking. It was a tremondously good exercise for Dearie and I, we both had eaten so much previously. We missed lunch because we were too tired to look for a place to eat and we were walking and climbing so much that we kind of forgot about it too. Haha.. In the end, we caught the last bus down 杨明山 to the main stop to transfer a bus down to 士林夜市. Luckily, the people told us about the last bus thing. If not, we would have to go down the mountain on foot! Imagine how long that will take. Probably 6 hours or something. On the way down to 士林, I slept while Dearie kept a lookout for the stop. LOL. I was so tired. Oh, and Dearie lost my jacket on 杨明山. Guess that's a momento from me.. We were like hungry dogs when we reached the night market and we ate quite a lot. Then, we played the UFO catcher thing again at different shops, there were so many of them around and they looked so tempting!! Dearie caught a 'Burberry' bear keychain for me! The shopkeeper was so nice, he came to rearrange the stuff so that we could catch it! Which we did on the first try after he rearranged the thing for us. :D We shopped quite a bit in 士林 too.

We went to 淡水 on the fifth day and spent another day walking, shopping and eating. Lol. Went to the Fisherman's Wharf and the famous Lover's Bridge of course. We reached the Lover's Bridge nearing sunset time, so it was beautiful. (^.^) Took lots of pictures! After the day's walking, we headed back to our hotel to put down our shopping and went to Tamago Ya in 西门町 for dinner. Dearie and I then went back to 五分埔 to spend the rest of our money. Dearie was the one who could not seem to shop enough there. LOL. We went back to the hotel at about 1 am and packed our luggage to prepare for going home the next day. :( We wanted to go KTV but we were so damn shagged after two consecutive days of walking and climbing so much. Hahahaha..

So that's about my TW trip. So much fun, love Taipei so much. Missed it even before I left it. I MUST GO BACK THERE!!!

After coming back, I didn't have much appetite to eat anything. Probably overate in TW or something. BUT, the BIG BUT comes, I am gorging on food today again!!! Sianz. I ate so much junk today. :( Icecream, peanut butter etc. And I can't believe I ate satay and ketupat with all that fattening sauce like only about an hour ago at 11.30 pm? ARGH!!! I must DIET to lose all that weight gained from the trip. Stupid me and my BIG MOUTH. Excercise!! Run!! Run all that flabs away!! STRICT DIET! Gambatte!! I MUST DO IT. Stop eating you stupid girl. (-.-")

Friday, May 1, 2009

Sian

This is so disgusting. Studying for CM 4241. I'm such a goner for tomorrow's paper. (-.-") I hope I won't fail the module! My goodness. Feeling moody. Must be that thing coming. Feeling so fat because I've been eating a lot these days. Why am I so fat?? Ergh. Why can't I just stop EATING?! Gross. Everything's not going quite smoothly, exams so screwed, failed at fighting the fats and flabs and what-nots, flu bug spreading and getting nearer. It's so freaky. :( ARGH! I feel like biting people. *ROAR!* Bite! Bite! Bite!

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Procrastination or Simply No Mood

Why aren't I picking up my notes? Sigh.. Simply no mood. After the 1st paper yesterday, it just seems like a drag till the end of exams, though that's like only next Monday. Sigh.. Just two more!!

Seriously, the world is now thrown into chaos of all sorts. Swine flu, global economy downturn... As if things aren't depressing enough already. Sick. Nothing's good on the news nowadays, they are either reporting on: a) The global economy or b) The natural disasters and diseases and whatever. (-.-") We should all boycott the news. Why invoke fear? It will all end up in a vicious cycle that will just spiral downwards, making things worse than it already is. Shouldn't they just say something more encouraging? I mean it's one thing to report the truth and another to make it seem like it's all so depressing. WTF.

Anyway, on the more mundane part of my pathetic life, I got myself to run around my neighborhood today after napping in the afternoon. BUT, I ate things like 五香 that my Mom made for dinner, so I think it's freaking useless in my bid to fight fats. I am fighting a losing battle. :( Come on Ms Ke! Stitch your mouth! Barh.

I've been feeling really tired and seem to be in constant lack of sleep. I think it's going to be that time of the month soon. Freak. I hope it happens now or after the 10th of May. Freak.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

3 bowls of green bean soup. (o.O*)

I just had three bowls of green bean soup with sweet potato. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Good heavens. I NEED to stop gorging on food so late at night. I have to practise food abstinence. Argh. Just can't shake off the feeling of fatness recently. So unsatisfied with my body. Flabs everywhere and yet all I do is to eat the wrong kind of food at the wrong times. ARGH. I should stitch up my mouth. I need to be abstemious!

Running tomorrow. Period. (-.-''')

Tired

These few days I kept feeling tired although I really didn't do much in the day. I think it must be due to all the late nights. Sometimes, I amaze myself by managing not to fall asleep even when I am already super tired. But now, I really just want to close my eyes. I can't remember much of the geog stuff I have studied today. :( My memory is FAILING me, which is a sign of 'maturity'. *Er hems* Where is my memory power when I need it? Come to think of it, there are too many nitty gritty things to remember though. Actually, the stuffs are quite interesting. It's just that somehow, I find it different, or should I say, more difficult to recall anything when I am reading something for exams as opposed to reading just for leisure. This is so weird.


Sunday, April 26, 2009

So dead.

I have not been studying yesterday and today at all. So dead for the exams but yet I don't really have any panicky feeling. No hint of nervousness. I guess it's not important anymore. Been eating junk late at night. I was watching My Name is Kim Sam Soon yesterday like I said at 1 am on Channel U, didn't help when I saw the pastries they portrayed in the show. So I ate a slice of fudgey chocolate cake. (-.-") I MUST NOT do that anymore!!!! Argh.. Want to laser off the fats. I just came back from running. The third time this week. Quite proud of myself. (^.^) After all that emotional upheaval early in the wee hours of the morning from 1 to 4 am, exercising makes me feel soothed as well.

Sigh... I wonder if I would ever get down to mug at least a little today.